Stand.

Sometimes, life can be so random.

We never expect things to be a certain way, and we would never even think it could happen, until it actually happens.

When we are so comfortable doing the things we do, we would never think of changing they way we act or behave, eventhough a tiny part of ourselves know, that some of those actions or behavior are somewhat questionable.

People around us usually see the consequences of our actions even before we actually do.
And no matter what they tell us, we refuse to believe, and instead choose to remain oblivious to something that is even against our own principles and values sometimes.
Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? Matthew 7:3

But, when someone suddenly pulls the carpet from underneath where we were standing, we come crashing onto the ground, face first.

And then, reality hits us, hard. Reality, albeit an illusion, it's a very persistent one. And we feel that it's impossible to stand up on our feet again.

And today, I can finally stand, on my own two feet again.

Baby steps.

But ironic isn't it,
we ignore those who adore us,
adore those who ignore us,
love those who hurt us,
and hurt those who love us.

Benny Lava WTF

My sister told me bout this Benny Lava thing... Ok.. 1st.. Watch this :)
Damn stupid right? Haha... I especially found the goat part soooo friggin hilarious... hehe... It kinda reminded me bout Swee and her 'beautiful goat' story ;p (inside joke..teehee)

Apparently, there are tons of videos on YouTube of tamil/hindi songs that are translated to English. Those people which come up with this stuff must be REALLY free... lol... But no doubt, it was funny XD

*P/S : I'm back in KL babey :) My 1st year is finally over *phew*. It has been a year filled with bittersweet memories, but heck, I'd never trade the memories I have with BDS Batch 3 in Year 1 for anything! Happy Holidays everyone! See ya'll on the 8th of Sept @ 10 a.m sharp kays! haha

BDS Batch 3 MIA: Felicia, Su Hean and Kalai. (Where u guys sesat huh??)

*****Edit*****

I know most of you batchmates of mine want the pic above, so I've now uploaded the full size pic. Just click the pic to enlarge it and then save it la :)

*smooch*

AIMST Blues.

I've never wanted to go back home so badly before.
People around me know really how badly is 'badly'. Trust me. It's bad.
Eventhough I know I'd probably be bored to death staying for nearly a month and a half at home, I'd rather be at home than be here anyday.
Let me go home!
Stupid bugger exams get out of my way! Ahhhh!
I NEED to get away from this place! PRONTO!!

One more week Jenn! One week!
I can't wait. (I'm starting to draw those lines on my bedside wall like those prisoners do on the walls of their prison cell, to count how many days i've got left here.. Swt)

Yeap. This is a pointless post.

Bye.

Why So Serious?

ZOMG!!!!

For those of you who haven't gone to catch The Dark Night in cinemas yet... What the heck are you waiting for?!?!?!?!?!?! Faster go... Faster faster faster! Even though the movie is a lil bit lengthy(aproximately 2 and the half hours, almost like hindi movie wtf hahaa), it's definately worth your time and money. TRUST ME on this one :)

All the characters were really well played too. Hats off to Heath Ledger a.k.a The Joker, who was super adorable, in a disturbing sort of way :) It's so sad that his life came to such an abrupt end. His talent could have taken him really really far :(((.

Honestly, The Joker alone is a good enough reason to watch The Dark Knight. Hands down, best performance :)

Christian Bale a.k.a Batman was really hawt too *drools*. Eventhough I didn't catch the first Batman film he starred in, I think he makes a good Batman :) Me likey :) When he's in that batsuit, I just feel like running up to him and meraba-rabaing him.. ahahahahaaaa!


Ohhh and Cedric was right! Two Face this time looks really real! The effects were really good compared to all the previous two-faces from the older batman movies. Can even see all the muscles of facial expression on the burnt side of his face, walaw weh! haha.. I confirm saw the zygomaticus major and zygomaticus minor muscles XD (sorry lah, anatomy student trying to show off here, layan a bit can? lol)

Oh ya, and Alfred, Bruce Wayne's butler, also so darn cute! Like hamsap old man...hahaha... But yea, watch the movie and you'll see what I mean :)


But no matter what, the ultimate reason I love The Dark Knight so much is beacuse of this!
Holy crap!!!!!!!!!!!! Can reach orgasm just by looking at it! hahaha... OMG Lamborghini Murcielago LP640! I want!! I want!! I want!! I was telling WahSeng that it's one of my ultimate dreams to own one of these babies in the future. And what he told me was "Aiya, u know how much starting pay for dentists ah? So little ok! Even if you earn 20K oso cannot buy ok!". Then, I told him that it is possible to buy it, but maybe have to sacrifice a bit lah. Only eat taugeh (bean sprouts) for the rest of your life and only own two pairs of pants and two shirts forever. To my delight, he finally let me win and agreed with me (yayy!), only to continue with "By the time u buy it, few days later you'll die already, coz too old" =,=' *sigh*, but seriously, after seeing this, Batmobile pun kalah (lose)! lol

So, the whole point is, go watch the movie! But make sure you're not too tired before the show, as it's quite long or you'll end up like WahSeng, who dozed off 3 times. Lol

My rating for the movie: Two thumbs up, 8 fingers up, and 10 toes up! :)

Till then,

*smooch*

Torn.

How often we must bear the challenges of life;
The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;
The constant ups and downs of daily strife.
And always the question remains .... why?

Life is not an easy road for most;
It twists and turns with many forks in the road,
Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...

Do we turn to the right ... or the left?
Do we take the high road ... or the low road?
Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?

Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...
And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.

While standing at a crossroads in life,
The urge is to take the most comfortable path;
The road with least resistance ...
The shortest or most traveled route.

And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;
Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;

Do we yet again follow the known?
Or does our destiny lie in another direction?

The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too real;
It manifests itself in many ways,
And tends to cloud the issues that might otherwise be clear.

It is in these times of confusion,
That we must seek peace and solitude;

Time to contemplate on our life,
Our experiences and our choices past;
Time to look back, and reflect on what we have learned
Without fear or confusion.

For only each of us knows our own personal thoughts;
Our unique past and personal history;
The experiences that brought us to the crossroads we now face.

We can always learn a small degree from others experiences,
And yet ... no one person can walk in our shoes,
Others know not, the trials and tribulations faced in private ...

For each is individual ... unique ... and personal.

And that is why ... while standing at a crossroads,
Only "we" can formulate the decision for ourselves;
The true direction that lies within;
The choices we must deliberate on with clarity and wisdom.

For it is only through personal reflection,
That we can now choose our destiny;
... Our next adventure;
... And the future we will embrace.

*Edit*
I'm in love with this song!

Oh how ironic! Not!

hahaha... This made me smile today :) Just felt like sharing it. Lol

Hearts are something not to play with

hearts are not a toy

but if you want yours broken

then give it to a boy.

Agreed ladies? Lol.

P/S: Been MIA for some time due to final exams. Expect to see some pictures taken during study break and during exams. I'll post them up as soon as I manage to edit them :)

The Things People Do Just To Save A Few Bucks When They're Almost Broke.

I'm sure by now everyone has heard about the increase in fuel price to RM 2.70 effective June 5, 2008. When I found out about the 40% increase, I was like OMGWTFPOTATOREPUBLICTOMATOSALADBANGKERBAUDIE! Honestly, I normally don't really care bout the little price increases occasionally, but this time, my petrol tank was almost empty and if I don't refuel today, I'd have to refuel tomorrow anyways.

It was madness out there I tell you! A trip to the petrol station which would normally take 15 minutes tops, took nearly two and the half hours this time. CRAZINESS MADNESS! Luckily, my roomate was nice enough to accompany me or I would have probably died alone in my car =.='
Anyway, I decided to menyibuk and take pics of the long queues at the petrol station. (hehe... Don't blame the bored person who was stuck in the car for 2 hours k! Lol)

Ok, you can't really see the jam in the pics, but just use your imagination ok? ;-p

Oh well, thanks to this, my plans for the evening were ruined. Boohoo~

Dang, I should have learned how to ride a bicycle lah. At least don't have to use petrol T.T Still not too late I suppose.

*smooch*

Of Bitter Truths and Sweet Lies.

*EDIT*

Stop. Stare. Do you really know the person staring back at you from the mirror?

Someone's Baby.

Hahahahaa.. I dunno what so funny so don't ask -.-" Anyway, for the past week I had to listen to my sister go on and on and on and onnnnnnn about the latest American Idol winner, David Cook.

Seriously, I dunno why people say he's handsome la. I mean, boleh tahan only.....

Looks quite scary actually, if he wasn't famous and I saw him on the street I won't go near lah (homeless person wtf). Okayy, I'm gonna get hate mail now.

Yesterday, I finally managed to get hold of some of his songs. And I gotta say, the cover he did on Mariah Carey's Always Be My Baby was really really good.

(For those relying on the wonderful AIMST hostel connection, just press play, and wait.... for an hour... I'm serious -.-" It'll eventually load.)

okays, gotta continue sleeping studying now.

~Later.

*smooch*

It's Been So Long Since I've Updated That People Thought I'm Dead. Well, I'm Not :)

It's another boring Friday night here in the wonderful 'rice bowl', Kedah.I'm suppose to be studying I suppose. But clearly I'm not studying now. Right wtf. And my stupid eye is giving me probs again and the stupid eyedrops are so friggin bitter that you just feel like running around and beating some irritating little kids. Too bad no kids around... Nvm, I'll just eat banana now instead =.=". Anw, before you start cursing and close this window cause you think this post is totally pointless... I shall at least entertain you with some pictures lah :) These are some pics I dug up that was taken in the past few weeks. So malas to talk some more already, so nah, look look. :) These are some random pics I took of my classmates few weeks back.

SexyShihShih and moi.

Ah Kai and Swee.

Shih meng-SS with my phone :)

Janice and Hantu Fee. LOL

Cacated heart by cacated people. aahahaha.. Kidding!

Introducing our sexay class-rep, Tan Khim Yik.

Ms.Ong Kai Xuan. My housemate :)

Meet Kai. Always manages to look cute, even when he's refusing to take pics. Lol.

Meet another Kai. Also known as big turtle :))))))

Baby Fee :) Another housemate that always looks 'beautiful'. Right Fee?? hehehe

Deniece. I think she's pretending to be a goldfish. haha

Philip. Such a "shy" guy. Too shy to even look into the camera. Kesian :(

Gervie gerv gerv :) Always finding ways to further improve her nut-cracking skills XD

Aik Munn the Ah Beng. Typical Ah Beng pose.

The 3 posers: Take 1

The 3 Posers: Take 2

Another random shot of everyone.

Sumitha and Shalini.

Kimra the president of K-Club and David who's always craving for Carl's Jr. burgers. haha

Qi shan, Michelle, Qi Xian and Grace.

Felicia and Janice.

Feli, Shih Shih's belakang and Janice with her favourite "mouth open" pose.

Rach and WahSeng kepoh-ed too.

Me and WahSeng, the guy who only uses A/X stuff and Gucci underwear.

And the picture of the day:................. swt=.="

Ooh oh.. and another picture of me :)))

And here's some pictures from Shih Shih sayangs 21st birthday at Cacao Cafe.

All of us :) Well, couldn't find a picture with Philip in it. Oh well. Lol.

I had nothing better to do. Clearly.

Deniece and Me.

Oh, and recently, AIMST Uni held the VC's Cup Public Speaking Competition. And the rep from our class..

Wilander! Congrats my friend :) We're all so proud of you :)

Since we were there to support Wilander only... We took pictures of ourselves when other participants were speaking. I know. We are so jahat. Wtv ;p

Deniece and Gervie.

Wai Yan!

Me! and also Gerv and Swee of course.. :D

BDS Batch 2 & 3

And this.. is my hand. Wtf.

Ohhhhhh!!! And finally finished and handed in my English assignment! Finally over!!!!! Lalalalalalalalalalala *cuckooo* lalalalalalalala*cuckooooo*

Ok. thats all folks.

But before I go. Here is one last picture of Gerv...pretending to be Kenny from Southpark =.=""""" What the forebrain?!?!??

later

*smooch*